Thursday, June 19, 2008

It's been a week...

Well, it's nearly been a week since the departure of my beloved mom. I am still struggling to cope with the loss. The house feels very quiet ever since she went home to be with the Lord. Dad now has to bear the responsibility as a mother and a father. But as the eldest son in the family, the least I could do is pick my sister from school, guide her with her studies and so on, at least while I am still back home in Malaysia.

After that, I'll be heading back to Perth and this time I am not sure whether I want to come back for good. I feel as if there is no reason to be back home. Dad also wish that I get a job overseas. However, my current concern is my girlfriend. I really hope that she can get a job in Perth, and we can both start a life there.

Sigh, I need guidance.... Lord, where do You want me to be?

Mom, I miss your laughter, I miss your smile, I miss your hugs and kisses, I miss you so so so much. =(
I love you so much, mom.... My heart still aches...


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