Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Still struggling

I still find it hard to accept it, even though I know she is in good hands...

but still I can't....

I miss her...


Why did you have to go!!
I am so lost without you!!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

It's been a week...

Well, it's nearly been a week since the departure of my beloved mom. I am still struggling to cope with the loss. The house feels very quiet ever since she went home to be with the Lord. Dad now has to bear the responsibility as a mother and a father. But as the eldest son in the family, the least I could do is pick my sister from school, guide her with her studies and so on, at least while I am still back home in Malaysia.

After that, I'll be heading back to Perth and this time I am not sure whether I want to come back for good. I feel as if there is no reason to be back home. Dad also wish that I get a job overseas. However, my current concern is my girlfriend. I really hope that she can get a job in Perth, and we can both start a life there.

Sigh, I need guidance.... Lord, where do You want me to be?

Mom, I miss your laughter, I miss your smile, I miss your hugs and kisses, I miss you so so so much. =(
I love you so much, mom.... My heart still aches...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

12 June 2008, I will always remember

My heart tells me you are now walking on the streets of gold, taking a look at your mansion that Jesus has built for you.

I love you, and I am sorry I am unable to be at your side.

I'll miss you and always will remember and cherish every moment I have spent with you.

I love you, mom.

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Monday, June 02, 2008


After Church service....

2 weeks of ushering..