Friday, January 18, 2008

A boy badly bruised

Last night would most probably one of those moments I'll never forget. It would be the only time that I nearly ended up in the hospital or the morgue. Whatever the outcome is, I'll have to prepare for the worst that might cross my path.

My future for the time being has taken another turn, I might not be able to accomplish what I start 6 months back. I might even need to rely on myself from this moment on. I guess it's gonna be extra tough for me but I'm glad that I have relatives who truly cares for my wellbeing. I may not be able to rely on education + financial support, but I guess I can find a way.

There were lots of thoughts circling through my head while alone in the room. I contemplated suicide, I even thought of murder. But I manage to cool down to rationalise things.

Of all the mistakes I've done yesterday, I'm glad I did not do one thing...

is to kill someone...

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

My new year resolution

Unlike most people who always say they have not accomplished their new year resolutions for the past years and making the same one all over again...my resolution is to accomplish last year's resolution...

I however have accomplished my resolution, and my resolution is....

Not to have any sort of resolutions for the new year.

Yeap, it really is a wonderful accomplishment.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

天灰

Will I ever be prepared for what the outcome might be?
I'm afraid to face it...

But if I do, I can be sure of one thing,

My faith, will never be the same again...



如果你不再出现 我的世界 还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间 让我们试验 什么叫永远
想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现 我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间 总要把诺言 一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭