Wednesday, May 31, 2006

A really bad dream

I had this wierd dream yesterday...

Warning, may be offensive...18SX,SG,SP,SS,NO S, PMS

(describing the dream)

It was a normal day in My grandmother's house in Ipoh, My whole family was there and so was this girl. I don't know what, how, who but that girl apparently was my girlfriend. So ok, she was like changing in the room, yada yada yada... Then we were like talking. So suddenly she told me she slept with another guy up Genting. I was like asking, WHO? WHO? WHO THE FEACES IS THE BUGGER? she then said it's a caucasion guy.. but for no reason, she also said he was from Melaka. I was so sad, so angry, so hurt, i began losing control as if I were turning into the hulk. I started smashing things, throwing things around the house. Then she was like crying, but i was even worst. after that.. i woke up....
sweating, tears, and a heavy heart...

what the hack!??!

*slaps himself*

caine, it's only one bloody dream....


oh well....

Sometimes it's hard to know whether it's a dream, or it's real...

Monday, May 29, 2006

I hate single ladies

Single Women who are beyond 30 years of age are bitches, hags, dumb female dogs!
to make it worst, single women who are related to you are 10 times the bitch, 10 times the hag, 10 times the female dog.


I had a choice not to be like that, but I wasn't given the chance. Rejection sucks!

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Random Photos

Important notice for all who haven't watch X-Men 3: STAY BEHIND AFTER THE END OF CREDITS!!



Fly me up to where you are

Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are - Josh Groban

How can I convince you
what you see is real
Who am I to blame you
for doubting what you feel
I was always reachin',
you were just a girl I knew
I took for granted the friend I have in you

I was living for a dream,
loving for a moment
Taking on the world,
that was just my style
Now I look into your eyes,
I can see forever
The search is over,
you were with me all the while. - Survivor


I skipped church this morning.. bad bad Caine.....
=(

Anyway, some random photos today =)

Taken at College last semester


Caroling last year

PBC's youth dancers, I didn't join because I was too old

Some wallpaper friend made

At KLIA


WarVe band 2003, the pioneers of Warve
Vocalist: Elya Ali
Guitarist: Ng Tian Han (retired)
Bassist: Caine Chan (retired)
Drummer: Brian Khoo

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Taylor's the new idol


Congratulations to the New American Idol, Taylor Hicks.

This season is by far the best season, though I've skipped most of the episodics. Oh well, I enjoyed the finale though. The finale is the best for this season. Great Job!


Do I Make You Proud
I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
and now that's who I am
Because of you
I am standing tall

My heart is full
of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved

Friday, May 26, 2006

Encouragements help

When a person does something or created something..
What you can give is a little encouragement, tell him or her that he has done a good job, keep up the good work, or you have the potential...
This sort of encouragement is what keeps a person pumped up to achieve more.

Don't say things like, "Ah, not so good, should be like this", "like this better", "change this thing"....
You only make the person feel more discourage...


Sigh....

just my 2 cents worth of thoughts.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Still waiting

Check this out
http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html


I'm still waiting for you

No matter what happens

I'll always wait for you

You may reject me

I don't care

I will continue persuing you

until you see the true potential I have

I'll always wait for you no matter what it takes

Please give me this chance to prove to you

That I can be the one you expect me to be.

Please give me a chance.........
















......Murdoch University. ( what were you thinking?)

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Good luck

:: Application sent and now awaiting approval from them ::

:: Internship's finally over and I'll be having a one month break ::

:: This weekend it'll be church camp and I won't be going, so sad. ::

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Backstabbers or My imagination?

It may be my imagination or maybe I'm dreaming.

But why do I get the feeling that I'm being backstabbed, being gossiped, being looked down upon by my friends, be it closest or normal friends....

How can you define the word "Friend"?


Please don't ask me why I'm feeling like this or what happened or what made me say this.
I just needed to brush it off my mind.
I'm sure none of you like backstabbers.

"ooh that Caine ah, yah la...he's like this he's like that"


I'm pretty sure you all backstabbed someone before... I know I have.
I'm also 10 times sure that you all have been backstabbed before... I know I have.


On a much brighter note,

Internship is finally over...

now to prepare for Uni application!

Cheers

Monday, May 22, 2006

Accusations before listening to explanations

DON'T CLICK HERE!



I have a knee injury which I would consider it as an OLD injury. Each time I play any sports, which involved lots of movements from my legs, I tend to have slight pain on my knee. I am also currently having pains on my right foot.

So i decided to get those elastic thing-a-ma-jig for knee..


but that bimbo accuses me without even one explanation from me..


until she apologise..

i won't utter a single Feaces word!


Advice of the day
:: SHUT UP, LISTEN BEFORE ACCUSING!! ::

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Bah, it's your birthday

Here's to...


Lordson Yen




This is the day where you gave your parents and sister headaches and more headaches happiness and joy.

This is the day where you took your first breath 20 years ago.

This is the day where you take a next leap to adulthood.

This is the day where you realised you are no longer entitled to teenager but just an ager.

This is the day where your friends thought of playing pranks on you.

This is the day where you can only enjoy once every year.

This is the day where you are one step closer to the doors of casino. *coughs*

This is the day where you join me with the title "uncle" "old man" "young adult"



Friday, May 19, 2006

Pictures from the Camp

Feedbacks, what do you think?





These are some of the pictures taken during the Youth Camp....

Presenting SUFES Campsite

The Campers on grass

Here's how you shoot this...
Manual
Shutter Speed: 1/3 sec
Lens Aperture: F/11
Focal Length: 28mm
Exposure Time: 1/2 sec
ISO Speed: ISO-400

Can you spot me?

The Medic

Noticed the difference? Top and Bottom


Campers at the waterfall

The Kampung girls...I mean the pretty kampung Lims

The Char Siews

The Char Siews again

By the way, of all group shots, I loved The Char Siews pose. Because of good photographer not the models

The Kayas ( sorry for not including the logs on which you are stood)

The Kayas at their fortress of solitude

The Red Beans, no not the Red Devils.

The Red Devils Beans again

The Campers on Red Beans base.

Advice of the day
:: don't lick people's boots ::

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Youth Camp final day

fuh, I took that shot!!! it's 10 times better than this shot...



I just don't get it, how come the government would not censored anything from The Da Vinci Code but yet...
they would ban the movie Prince of Egypt. I find the censorship board very very unreasonable...
Oi, censorship! ban davinci la...sheesh...

Board not censoring movie

By ZACK YUSOF

KUALA LUMPUR: Malaysians will get to watch the The Da Vinci Code movie in its entirety.
The Censorship Board has passed the movie with an 18PL (excessive politics, sex and violence) rating. Directed by Ron Howard and starring Tom Hanks, the movie opens for general screening in cinemas nationwide today.
“We are very happy that cinema-goers can enjoy the movie as it is meant to be seen,” said Anna Ng, general manager of Buena Vista Columbia TriStar Films (M) Sdn Bhd, the film’s local distributor.
In Singapore, The Da Vinci Code carries a mature content advisory with children under 16 years prohibited from viewing while in the Philippines where more than 80% of the 85.2 million population are Roman Catholics, a senior bishop has called for the movie to be banned.
The Da Vinci Code, based on author Dan Brown’s bestseller, challenges traditional teachings about the life of Jesus by suggesting that he married his follower Mary Magdalene and fathered a child.
The book’s fictitious storyline of mystery and murder focuses on a clandestine plot by the Opus Dei – a real-life conservative Catholic group – to conceal the truth about Jesus’ bloodline.
In spite of the controversy surrounding the release of the film in the region, its local distributor here is confident of healthy box office returns.
“This May period is very competitive in terms of movie releases. We believe The Da Vinci Code will do well at the box-office,” Ng said.

Taken from here


Back to topic...

Sunday 14th May

First and foremost, Happy Blessed Belated Birthday (HBBB) to our dear uncle Mick Chan who is up.. I mean down south at the land of kiwis or New Zealanders... Hope you are enjoying you BIG TWO OL....big number you know!


Anyway, back to topic...

Woke up at 5:30am.This time I have no idea why I woke up THAT early! had another round of prayer meeting, but there were only 5 of us campers there... the 2 camp commanders, 2 elders 1 old man...(you know who is who)
After that, devotion, breakfast and sunday service!
I.... played the guitar for Dewgem who led the worship. Then the speaker came...oops that's back in KL, Dewgem I mean did the session too = )
Lunch at 12pm (I think) and then homeward bound...

so sad =( camps over...


until then....

Preview of Camp pictures...

Left to right: Aunt Grace, TGCM, Yvonne, Fuzzy, Dewgem

Left to Right(top) : Jordan, Lordson, Shaun, Ean
Left to Right(bottom) : Eugene, Caine

L-R : (take awhile guess)

L-R: The Medics- Ean, Suzanne, Caine

Tune in for more...

Advice of the day
:: Don't Procrastinate! ::

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Youth Camp day 2




Today celebrated Esther's birthday. I have no idea how old she is. I apologise though for not attending the Lunch celebration, but I managed to stay back to have the lovely Mango Delight.
God bless Esther...
Scroll to the bottom to see the picture...


Saturday 13th May

Woke up at 6am. The weather was super duper refreshing. Usually I won't wake up that early for anything, but the weather was soo inviting. Brushed teeth, changed and headed to the canteen with fellow campers to pray for good weather, and guess what? it worked!?!? Don't pray pray play play when it comes to play play pray pray!

After morning prayers, had devotions, fastbreak breakfast and next session. After that it was team cook! Char Siew won that round not because of looks but because of quality. SO let that be a lesson to all, PRESENTATION does not ALWAYS mean GOOD, check it's QUALITY too...

After that it was Stream Trotting. The whole bunch of us campers were to brave through raging waters, climb steep rocks to reach the waterfall. It was an unforgettable experience! Most of us had the privilage to enjoy the cool water, the bruises, the cuts and best of all blood sucking vampires leeches! It took us 10-15 minutes to reach the starting point of stream trotting and another 2 hours of walking on water going through the streams to reach the destination. After 10-30 minutes of rest and relaxation up the waterfall, we had to go back to the campsite and it took us another 30minutes or less I guess to go back.

We had BBQ for dinner- Chicken wings, chicken thighs, hot dogs, buns, fried rice, intant noodles, watermelon....yummy!
Why instant noodles when we have so much food? hmm.....

Another Session after the dinner. We also had our own version of "who's line is it anyway", Char Siew won that round again. Darn, that makes 2 for Charsiew, 1 for Red Bean, 0 for Kaya... Oh before that we had another game, uncode the message to guess the christmas songs... darn it charsiew won again... which means, 3 for chars , 1 for reds, 0 for kayas...
Neh, the points doesn't matter...we're all winners =)
Dorm moments, lights out....

Note: Pictures will be posted up soon.


My second Birthday Presents


You can never buy this outside...
Thanks so much for taking your time to make that
Though I can't repay you with the same thing...
This present was specially HANDMADE by Suzanne!
I'm really sure you took alot of time making it
=)

Thanks also to the Youths, Adrian & Nicholas for those messages.



Happy how old Birthday to you, Esther Shim
God Bless and thanks for making my internship at Next Media a wonderful experience!


Advice of the day
:: If you want to end your life, the slowest way is to start smoking ::

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Youth Camp day 1 & Happy Anniversary BlissOfLife

Wow, I can't believe it, this blog actually survived for 1 full year!!!
I never expect that this blog is still alive. I must celebrate!

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday dear bloggy

Happy birthday to you!!!

I'm ready, I'm ready
I'm ready for me cake...

Hmmm, simply yummy...fruity..lovely..tasty...


*Burp* oops, sorry....

Yummy!



It's been 2 days now since I came back from Youth Camp and boy I missed it soo much. Let's see if I can recap what happened during the 3 days 2 nights camp...


Friday 12th May

(* names changed to make it interesting)

Woke up at around 8:30am, bath, did some last minute checking to see if I left out anything. After that I left house at 9:30am to pick up suzanne, pumped petrol and headed back home to play Kingdom Hearts. I actually played until I past the meeting time, so when Lordson smsed me I hurried to church. After that , we waited for few more campers before starting our journey up north? south? east? west? We went in 4 cars - The Van, The Proton , The Bond car, and the airplane airtrek. Female campers sat in The Van, Bond* family sat in the Bond car, handsome married man and big macho chef in The Proton while I drove the Airplane Airtrek with Suzanne, Lordson, Mr Ean.J and Eugene.

We were actually behind schedule due to some minor problem. At around 1pm or so, Mr Bond told us to take a loo break before heading to Bidor for Lunch. Apparently he said the loos there are too looney tooney dirtey. Oh, and we saw a bunch of boy scouts army dudes too.
We reached Bidor and Mr Bond being the Bond he is, treated us to a yummylicious super duper noodles for lunch, seems that the restaurant was famous for some duck noodles, but I ordered One Ton BBQ Swine Noodles instead. Though I was glad the lunch was free, but somehow I feel we should pay for ourselves, oh well... Thanks Mr Bond!

Reached our destination SUFES at around 3pm. We unloaded our things, checked into our dorms and cabins and changed into our war clothes.

It seems there was a war going on, I can't believe it. There were bullets flying around, sounds of people screaming... Thankfully there were these UN people there, they were the Peacekeepers of the war.
let's see.... 3 nations waging war against each other. They were The Char Siews, The Red Beans and The Kaya. Before war commence, we were to establish our base and our flags are to be kept safe from enemy. Then, seconds before the war started, one enemy willingly offered herself to be our very 1st prisoner. Anyway, The Red Beans managed to bag the most prisoners, though the objective of the war was to steal the opponents flag. No one got it, so decided on the most prisoners captured.

Sessions at night, dorm moments and lights out for the day....




My Birthday present...

love the shirt alot...
love the bottle more...

wait till you see the other presents...

to be continued...


Advice of the day
:: Don't wear the shoe if it's too small, it hurts your foot like hell ::

Monday, May 15, 2006

Big Dilemma

I have to submit my Murdoch University application form soon and I am currently in big dilemma.

I decided that I want to do...

Screen and Sound (BMedia)

Level:Bachelor
Qualification:Bachelor of Media (BMedia) in Screen and Sound (Pass/Honours)
Duration:3 years full-time or part-time equivalent
Availability: Murdoch campus (internal)
Employment Prospects:Graduates can expect to find employment in a wide range of fields, from the creative industries (new media, advertising, television, music) to management, administration, public policy, media research. Graduates will also have had ample opportunities to be familiar with a range of screen and sound crew functions such as production design, lighting, Director of Photography etc.
Recommended Minors:Multimedia; Creative Arts.
Recommended Double Majors:Media Studies; Radio; Gender and Cultural Studies; Journalism; Public Relations; Communication, Technology and Policy.


So if I were to take Screen and Sound itself, I would have to leave this July.
But if I choose to do double major instead, I would have a chance to do 1 year or more here and the rest at Perth. However, the only subjects offered here are Media Studies, Public Relations & Communicaiton,Technology and Policy.

If my application for Media Studies & Screen and Sound as double major fails... my 2nd preference would be Radio & Screen and sound...

which means I still have to fly off this year...
so I only got one chance to get that approval...


What to do?
What to do?
I feel I'm stuck at 2 roads....


Advice of the day

:: to score well in Exams, never stop playing PS2 ::

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Happy Mothers Day

Mom,

You fed me when I was small
but I thank you by spitting the food
You clothe me when I was dirty
but I thank you by making it dirty again
You scold me when I was naughty
but I thank you by cursing you behind your back
You took care of me when I was sick
but I thank you by crying every night when I was a baby
You fetched me to tuition, school and parties
but I thank you by complaing why you always come late
You took attention to all my studies and college stuffs
but I thank you by failing to obtain Distintions

Mom,

I thank you now for scolding me
I thank you now for loving me
I thank you now for caring me
I thank you now for fetching me
I thank you now for being alive and here beside me
I thank you now for teaching me the right from wrong...
I love you and I will always do,
Blessed Mothers day to you..



On another matter,

Just got back from Youth camp at SUFES. It was a wonderful yet tiring experience, wonderful because the youths were more united as ever, blessed with the presense of God almighty and our Lord Jesus Christ. Tiring because of the 1km? 2km? 3km? walk to the stream and another 100m?200m?1km? stream trotting up to the waterfall.
Took pictures, and some taken by others, will see if I have the time to upload them...

till then, tired and satisfied!



Current task

:: Practical Traning report, journals and portfolios ::

:: Designs of Corporate profile ::


Advice for the day

:: have yourself 2 panadols when you have a splitting headache ::

Thursday, May 11, 2006

I'm gone...gone and gone....



Click banner or here to join. Be warned, it's quite addictive.



Right..


All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside my door
I hate to wake you up and say let's go
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The car has started, the engine's warm
Already I'm so excited I could smile

So join me and sing with me
Tell me that you'll join the fun
Tell me like you've never tell me before
Cause I'm leavin' on an Airtrek
I'll be back on 14th May
Oh readers, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll laugh at you
Every song I sing, I won't sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring some photos too

So join me and sing with me
Tell me that you'll join the fun
Tell me like you've never tell me before
Cause I'm leavin' on an Airtrek
I'll be back on 14th May
Oh readers, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me laugh at you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say...

I'LL BE BACK !!! =)

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

patience has it's limits

Here's my reply to your damn entry in your blog....

You talk about not appreciating, yet I repay that kindness by fetching you day after day from college, driving you in and out and everywhere you want to go. Don't give me that bullshit "it's a boyfriend's responsibility". It's fcking useless reason. I also don't ask you to pay for my petrol, which I must say is killing me!

You talk about me not showing in action, then why the fck must I wear that damn shirt, damn pouch, carry that damn bottle everywhere.. telling everyone " HEY! Those things you see in front of your damn faces, my girlfriend bought it for me"
"look at the card, damn I bet your girl don't have that talent like mine"

You talk about me making fun and lauging at you for trying to sing, FOR THE FREAKING GOODNESS SAKE! I AM NOT MAKING FUN OF YOU!! So STOP BEING SO DAMN #&*$#@*$&

You talk about me not putting you in my heart, well if I did not. I wouldn't be bothered where you are, what you do, how you do, when you come home, or when you come home late I stayed up to wait. I also wouldn't be bothered to pick you up from college, i'll just ask you to take a cab.

You keep saying that you have less time to sleep, then let's resolve this... Don't come for badminton, don'twatch Tv, don't come online... study early , sleep early.. settle! YOU THINK I NEVER ASKED YOU TO SLEEP EARLY? YOU think I want you to stay up late until god knows what time? you think i wanted that? No!

You can insult me in your blog all you want. I don't give 2 cents of what shit you wrote. Many times I patiently read your entry not commenting on what you wrote. Hack I don't even give 2 cents on what others think. But patience also has its limits!
If you think that I am not appreciating, and a thank you is all I gave, and always thinking I made fun of you.

You think I don't want to post the pictures on my blog? for fck sake, I am working!?!? I've got 2 weeks left of shit work and I haven't even finish my damn report, the design isn't even completed yet. Stop giving me that "who ask you to go out so much!" routine, I don't go clubbing, i don't go out 24/7 and I don't give a SHIT! so don't give me that lousy reasoN!
If i were so free, I would have had posted it! EOS350D PICTURES ARE NOT SMALL!!! I NEED TO PHOTO EDIT THEM BEFORE POSTING!! SO CUT ME SOME SLACKS!!!

well then, You make your choice!
I'm leaving next year whether you or others like it or not!

Monday, May 08, 2006

What am I

I am a common object enjoyed by both sexes, normally about 8 inches long, with little hairs on one end, and a hole on the other. For most of the day I am laying down, but I am ready for instant action. When in use, I move back and forth and in 'n' out a warm, moist hole. When the work is finally done, a white, slushy, sticky mush is left behind, and I return to my original position. Cleaning is usually done after I am. What am I?






















Why, I am your very own...Toothbrush! What were you thinking, you pervert?

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Best girlfriend, Bestest friends, Great dinner, great fellowship..

what more can I say?

Gracias Amigos!

Friday, May 05, 2006

Brithday wishes


Tonight 9:20pm....

[EDIT]

What a day!

I would like to extend my deepest gratitudes to all who have made my birthday a wonderful day.
First and foremost, God for giving me 20 years of wonderful,stressful life. Hey we must thank God for both good and bad times.
secondly, Suzanne for all the lovely gifts and surprise she made for me. Thannk you so much...Next, I want to thank the youths for surprising me. Thanks alot, you guys and gals are the best. (though I thought you all are gonna blind fold me up the cinema, lucky me.)

I would also like to thank those who sent me the lovely sms wishes... I will now attempt to write down every word according to who sent 1st. *note: copied exactly from sms*


Anna Chieng
Happy birthday! 20! The big 2-0. Feeling old and wrinkly already? Haha. Maybe not wringkly, but definitely old. Thus a big old hug from a still-young little sister to the big ol' guy reading this message. You're a great brother anyone could ever have! Happy burpday... Er... I mean... Birthday! ^_^

Gracias Anna, God bless you and thanks for being a wonderful sister.

Suzanne
Happy birthday dear dear love u so much Muaks

short and sweet. love ya too...

Alyssa
Caine! Its your bday! Well, god bless you this day! You gave me the gift of a loving brother. And i'm proud of you today! I wish you love and goodwill. I wish you peace and joy! I wish you better than your heart desires.. Happy blessed bday brother Caine!

*attempts to finish the song* I wish you better than your heart desires.. and a first kiss from a boy. (that's how the song goes actually) THanks Alyssa. God bless you too!

Lordson
Happy blessed birthday dude! Yay! Another year older! Happy for you! Hope you'll be merry and enjoy life as God intended it for you! May the good Lord bless you always!

Thank dude, your birthday is around the corner too. So you better watch out, you better not cry, you better not pout, I'm telling you why. Your 20th birthday's coming to town...

Priscilla
Hellos! Happy happy 20th birthday! I pressed send at 1:23am 4/5/6.dunno wat time it'd reach tho.neway,hav fun n God bless! =) take care, babai...

LOL, you and your sister always makes me laugh. Funny sisters... Thanks again Priscilla. And oh, by the way, it's 1:02:03am.

Sharon
Whoa! Your birthday is on the 01.02.03.04.05.06... Very special :-) have a good one! God bless

haha, indeed it's special. Not because of the 010203.... it's because I have friends like you! Bless ya =)

Elya
Happy birthday caine...have a good day and a fantastic year ahead.

I will bro, I will and thanks!

Eu Jin
Hello abang wai yip, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 21 years old already. How are you feeling now?

Well, I don't feel like 21..that's for sure...

Esther Chieng
Happy birthday caine.May god work in you in His mighty ways n may ur passion4him grow with maturity as u step into the no twenty.God bless take care.

Thank you...God bless...

Sarah
Hey, HaPpY BiRthDaY!

Hey, ThAnKS!


Gracias everyone!

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Today's Special

01 02 03 04 05 06



Now that's what I called...

a dumb, nothing better to do idiot who waited for that special moment to capture that once in a lifetime moment!

Here's one I took with my camera too...

I GOT THE MOMENT!!!


here's 1:01:16AM


here's 1:01:48AM


NOW THIS IS THE MOTHER OF ALL MOMENTS!!!





HAH!!!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Hopelessly devoted to you

While listening this song... something hit me real hard....

Suzanne, each time I listen to this song it reminds me of Sandy Olsson Suzanne. Don't you think so suzanne??

Guess mine is not the first heart broken.
My eyes are not the first to cry.
I'm not the first to know
there's just no getting over you.

I know I'm just a fool who's willin'
to sit around and wait for you.
But, baby, can't you see
there's nothin' else for me to do?

I'm hopelessly devoted to you.

But now
there's no where to hide
since you pushed my love aside.
I'm out of my head,
hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you.

My head is sayin', "Fool, forget him."
My heart is sayin' "Don't let go.
Hold on to the end."
And that's what I intend to do.

I'm hopelessly devoted to you.

But now
there's no where to hide
since you pushed my love aside.
I'm out of my head,
hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you

This guy's a "christian"

He talks about praising God for giving him what he deseves,
but he despise those whom he once called friend.
He talks about praising God for having friends who supported him,
but he shuns those who would be with him for eternity.
He talks about praising God for believing in what he believes,
but he calls those who once were close to him freaks,bugs and pests.
He talks about praising God for bringing him back on the right track,
but he says he moved out from the dark ages and thinks they are still at the dark ages.
He talks about praising God for giving him the opportunity to succeed in career,
but he never bothers to forgives those who had made him what he is today.
He talks about praising God for having loving parents and wonderful sister,
but he tells them to grow up just because they want to know the truth.

If that is what a Christian is suppose to be?
then I rather be an atheist....



note: this is how a Christian looks like....(points at the picture above)


P/S: Sue me for defamation, so what ? I don't give 2 cents of what you idiots say to me... My thoughts, my diary.....

Caine is...

Caine is...

turning 20 soon

deprived of sleep

need cash badly

wants a new lens camera

still mentally stressed

still phsycally tired

still spiritually dead

Monday, May 01, 2006

Brain Dead

Caine is....

Mentally Stressed

Physically Tired

and

Spiritually Dead