Sunday, April 30, 2006

what you should say when you are drunk

Chelsea 3-0 Manchester United
this is hopeless...

---------------------------

Martin wakes up at
home with
a huge
hangover.

He forces himself to open his eyes, and
the first
thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and
a glass
of water on the side table.

He sits down and sees his clothing in front
of
him, all clean and ironed out.

Martin looks around the room and sees
that it is
in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the
rest
of the house.

He takes the aspirins and notices a note
on the
table. "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I
left
early to go shopping. Love You!"

So he goes to the kitchen and sure
enough there is
a hot breakfast and
the morning newspaper. His son is also at
the
table, eating.

Martin asks, "Son, what happened last
night?"

His son says, "Well, you came home
around 3 AM,
drunk and delirious.
Broke some furniture, puked in the h!
allway, and
gave
yourself a black eye when you stumbled
into the
door."

Confused, Martin asks, "So, why is
everything in
order and so clean, and breakfast is on
the table
waiting for me? I should expect a big
quarrel with
her!"

His son replies, "Oh, that! Mom dragged
you to the
bedroom, and when she tried to take your
clothes n
shoes off, you said, "Lady leave me
alone! I'm
married!

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Moral of the story:-

Self-induced hangover - $ 400.00 ,
Broken furniture
- $ 5,000.00 ,
Breakfast - $ 20.00

Saying the Right Things While Drunk -
PRICELESS

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Grease

We go together like ramma lamma lamma ka dinga da dinga dong
Remembered forever as shoo-bop sha whada whadda yippidy boom da boom
Chang chang changity chang shoo bop that's the way it should be
Waooo Yeah

We're one of a kind like dip da dip da dip do whap de dobby do
Our names are signed like boogy boogy boogy boogy shooby shoo wap shoo wap
Chang chang changity chang shoo bop we'll always be like one
Wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-one

When we go out a night (oh oh)
And stars are shining bright (oh, oh)
Up in the skies above
Or at the high school dance
Where you can find romance maybe it might be oh, oh, oh, oh, oh oh, oh

Ramma lamma lamma ka dingity ding da dong
Shoo bop shoo wadda wadda yippity boom da boom
Chang chang changity chang shoo bop
Yip da dip da dip shoo bop sha dooby do
Boogy boogy boogy boogy shooby sho wap sho wap
Sha na na na na na na na yippity dip da do
Ramma lamma lamma ka dingity ding da dong
Shoo bop shoo wadda wadda yippity boom sha boom
Chang chang changity chang shoo bop
Yip da dip da dip shoo bopp sha dooby do
Boogy boogy boogy boogy shooby sho wap sho wap
Sha na na na na na na na yippity dip da do
A womp bop a looma a womp bam boom

We're for each other like womp bop a looma a womp bam boom
Just like my brother is sha na na na na na na na yippity dip da do
Chang chang changity chang shoo bop we'll always be together
Waooo Yeah!

I wanna go!!!

no money...
sigh...

Friday, April 28, 2006

Tears in heaven

currently listening to : Eric Clapton- Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven


Just bored.....love this song... gotta learn this song again...

Thursday, April 27, 2006

From Kenny to Kimmy to colinandkero

Alright guys and gals, here me out.

you see I was blog surfing this afternoon when I came across another blogger through kennysia's blog, and you know what was it?

it was kimmysia.com. Dude, this guy's Kimmy Sia! I wonder whether he's related to Kenny Sia.

Kimmysia... Kennysia....Kimmysia....Kennysia...

Let me see if there's a resemblance between them...



Do you think got difference?


Then I also came across this blog.. I must first warn you that this blog is rated ultimate sickness to the core! Enter at your own risk...
You have been warned!!










It's a bloody gay couple!?!?!?
OMG!! OMG!! OMG!!! *pukes*
somebody get me something to gorge out my eyeballs!

they are the very first gay couple who are damn bloody daring and bold and also damn free to start a blog of their own. My goodness , take a look at this....


How can they actually do it?? it's like having 2 sticks hitting each other!
What's wrong with women? What's wrong with girls?

Women/girls are God's greatest gift for man!! But these people rejected the gift and decided to screw their own species!?!?

argh, don't wanna think about it.. after kena chase by the gay societies...

Just a simple note to all gays,

To be frank, I can't stand that you are gay. The fact of having to guys kissing each other, hugging each other, embracing each other is unthinkable to me. However, this is my view on gays but then I don't treat you like dirtbags. Hack I have friends who are gays, I just don't let them touch me thats all. However, I do hope you would give the girls a chance.


Another note to everyone, did you ever notice that most gays are damn bloody handsome?
sigh, does that mean I'm ugly??

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

World cup rules

Got this from a friendster bulletin board....


Below is a list of vital rules for guys with a
footie-mad fella.

In an emotional plea, the women of the world
have
laid out the dos and don't-you-bloody-dares of
tournament viewing which you can print out
and
stick by your telly.

These include vital pieces of etiquette from
beer-in-fridge planning to schoolgals rules like
when not to say 'it's just a game'.

And here we've picked the best - doing the
rounds
on the web as an open letter to the world's
men
- to ensure the nation's guys and girls make
the
perfect team this summer.
_____________________________________

LIST OF RULES

1. From 9 June to 9 July 2006, you should read
the
sport pages so you are aware of what's going
on
regarding the World Cup and will be able to
join
in conversations.

If you fail to do this, you'll be looked at in a
bad way or be totally ignored. DO NOT
complain
about not receiving any attention.

2. During the World Cup the television is mine
at
all times without any exceptions.

3. I don't mind if you have to pass by in front of
the TV during a game - as long as you do it
crawling on the floor and without distracting
me.

If you decide to stand naked in front of the TV,
make sure you put clothes on right after
because
if you catch a cold, I won't have time to take
you
to the doctor or look after you during the World
Cup month.

4. During the games I will be blind, deaf and
mute
- unless I require a refill of my drink or
something to eat.

You are out of your mind if you expect me to
listen to you, open the door, answer the
telephone, or pick up the baby that just fell
from
the second floor....it won't happen.

5. It would be a good idea for you to keep at
least two six packs in the fridge at all times, as
well as plenty of things to nibble on.

And please do not make any funny faces to my
friends when they come over to watch the
games. In
return, you will be allowed to use the TV when
they are not showing any 'live' games, unless
they
replay a good game that I missed.

6. Please, please, please if you see me upset
because one of my teams is losing, DO NOT say
"get
over it, its only a game" or "don't worry, they'll
win next time".

If you say these things, you will only make me
angrier and I will love you less. Remember, you
will never ever know more about football than
me
and your so called "words of encouragement"
will
only lead to a break-up or divorce.

7. You are welcome to sit with me to watch one
game and you can talk to me during half-time
but
only when the adverts are on, and only if the
score is pleasing me.

In addition, please note I am saying "one"
game,
hence do not use the World Cup as a nice
cheesy
excuse to "spend time together".

8. The replays of the goals are very important.
I
don't care if I have seen them or I haven't seen
them, I want to see them again. Many times.

9. Tell your friends NOT to have any babies, or
any other child related parties or gatherings
that
requires my attendance because:
a) I will not go,
b) I will not go, and
c) I will not go.

10. But, if a friend of mine invites us to his
house on a Sunday to watch a game, we will
be
there in a flash.

11. The daily World Cup highlights show on TV
every night is just as important as the games
themselves. Do not even think about saying
"but
you have already seen this...why don't you
change
the channel to something we can all watch?"
The
reply will be: "Refer to Rule #2 of this list".

12. And finally, please save your expressions
such
as "Thank God the World Cup is only every 4
years".

I am immune to these words, because after
this
comes the Champions League, Italian League,
Spanish League, Premier League, etc etc.

Thank you for your cooperation.
Regards,
Women of the World

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

I'll Be -Edwin McCain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above


I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be your love suicide
and I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

Monday, April 24, 2006

The past, The now, The future??

Oh, remember the last entry I said I couldn't get any decent pictures. Here's what I found that are considered decent =)





Remember, this look is better.....argh yesterday's was horrendous!! in a good way =)

And now...presenting.....*drum roll*


The Past



The Now



The Future?????? ( tak cukup orang ni...)


[Edit]

That's What Friends Are For
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

**
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For/In good times and/in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
**
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my hearts
And then if you can remember

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Shortgirlchurchmate a year older in few days time

Had a early birthday bash at shortgirlchurchmate's house.
Apparently it was organised by shortgirlchurchmate herself.



Here's to the shortgirlchurchmate who's birthday is coming soon.
May you grow taller and..... erm, yeah taller... =)

to all darkthrone players, give snowb a birthday click!

And this just in....


2 patients has escaped from their homes and ran amok in shortgirlchurchmate's house...

this are their pictures...



sigh, I can never get a decent photo out of the girlchurchmate.....



So who's got milk??
came across this website which featured batman in the Gotmilk ad...





I decided to make it better....


Got tissue?

Here's one last advertisement before I sign off....


not much of a ad...just messing around with the camera =)



Saturday, April 22, 2006

Here's what you need to do

iFeel Girl Search 2006 , another event for you to notice...
Here's what you need to do:-

1) Take your handphone out

2) go to message

3) Type IGS [Space] 31049 (yes, 31049)

4) send it to 32999

5) wait for reply from them

6) pat yourself in the back for doing such a wonderful thing



Type IGS 31049 (IGS then space first 31049)
send to 32999


Suzanne joined this competition, so I need support from you guys and gals. Help me out here willa ya? Thanks! =)

Friday, April 21, 2006

niceeee




HOW DOES SHE DO IT!?!??!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Here's the difference...

Well, Dewgem can't seem to figure out the difference so I'll post the original picture along with the new one...




Notice the difference now Dewgem?

Camera : Canon PowerShot A80
Aperture: F/8
Shutter Speed: 1/636 sec.
Focal Length: 11mm

I edited the 2nd picture with Photoshop CS2 by messing with brightness and contrast.... just that simple.




[Edit]


:: Smoking is not cool, you waste your money buying rubbish and sucking them only to pay more to get your lungs checked ::

:: just because we have turned legal doesn't mean we can drink like there's no tomorrow. We should set limits, especially when it comes to clubbing. ::

A hard decision

For months now I've been troubling over one matter, which is


To go overseas or not to go....

It has really been tough for me as the problem I have is still there. This is the time I have to be strong, but being strong is not enough. There are times I tend to break down like a small baby.
I am grateful for friends and special friend who are there for me but it's not enough, I just feel like running away. I am afraid...

Well, basically I'm more to the going overseas next year than staying put. I know it's tough for my parents and everyone here... but my heart is too burdened, too hurt, too crushed to be around eveyrone here. I feel very very depressed over the matter. I am breaking down, I'm dejected...



Anyway, back to a happy topic....

Last Sunday's Easter night was wonderful...

The dance was wonderful,
The music was wonderful,
The event was simply great...

I will post the pictures as soon as i edited them...
You'll never know which idiots will steal the pictues and use it for themselves....


Yeah, well it started late (AS USUAL, typical Malaysians.) The original time was supposed to be 6:30p.m. but we ended up at what time ? 7pm? forgot already.

Anyway, we had worship first and boy I must say I felt kinda awkward standing on the stage....
After that we proceeded to the dinner, which was rather..erm....err...tasty. OK!! It's yummy!

Then the performances started.

7 wonderful youths started of with a lovely dance and the song was "shackles" by Mary Mary, i think. Then it was Lordson's and my turn to perform. We sang the song "Speechless" by Steven Curtis Chapman alongside Suzanne and Sharon. Credits to the guitarist-Lordson and I, Pianist-Anna, Celloist- Dewgem and Drummer- Esther for the wonderful skills. Thanks also to Suzanne and Sharon for their lovely voice, without them the whole song would be a disaster, because Lordson can't sing, same goes for me.
Lastly, the performance ended with a lovely song by Tze Liang. The song was called "Easter song aka He is risen " by Keith Green.


Speaker, Aunt Poh Gaik gave a wonderful message...

After that, we packed and headed back to church and set the instruments back and headed home after fetching Lordson and Joshua back.

Joy to the world , He is risen
Hallelujah, He's risen
Hallelujah, He's risen
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

that's about it, I guess....

If I remember I'll post it on my next entry with pictures.....

Monday, April 17, 2006

The Many Attitudes of our locals (and it includes me too)

1. “Tidak apa”
This is quite similar to the procrastination attitude where we say:
“ Never mind la”, “Aiyor, easy job, I do later la”, “Still got a lot of time,
We still have until year end to register our prepaid line”.

2. Freeloader
When something is FREE, you’ll see most of the people there.
“Recently, people do not want to consume chicken due to bird flu cases, but when there’s FREE fried chicken being offered, you have lots of people with plastic bags, all ready to “tapau” or pack the fried chickens.”
Next time, just give something free and they won’t worry about the problem.

3. Ungrateful
We have a lot of people who don’t even bother to say thank you for the smallest thing you do for them.
“One guy was going to the lift, when the lift about to close, another person suddenly rushes for it, the guy being considerate quickly opens the lift for the person, but the person did not utter a thank you as if the guy don’t owe him nothing.”

4. Dare devils
This one powerful, you can drive in this country, you can drive anywhere.
“ One car speeding, swerving left and right like his grandfather owns the road”

5. Copy cats
This one more or less refers to some of the programs we have in our television.
“Fear factor ala local style, who wants to be a millionaire ala local style. HELLO? Where’s the originality?”

6. Greedy
Just one word; Corruption! Nowadays, people who are 100% honest are very rare creatures. If you find one, be happy because its like you found the long lost dodo bird
“ Driving test, want to pass? Simple, pay extra money”

These are just some of the many faces we locals have. I’m not saying that I am not in those categories, I am one of the locals and yes I am in one of the categories as well.

Kita Boleh!!?!



Easter Sunday was yesterday....

so tired....

Will blog about it tmr or when ever I have the time =)

Here's the picture I edited from.....

I have edited the "man" from the picture, but girlchurchmate's hand still a distraction, right Lordson?




suzanne, manage to edit the dude...away

Saturday, April 15, 2006

3 sentences

:: Tomorrow's Easter Sunday, Christ the Lord has risen ::

:: Hopefully the perfomances are good ::

:: I injured my right ankle and the funny thing is I do not know how did I injured it ::

Good Friday

Easter’s here! No not your bunny hopping, egg-collecting type of Easter day and no it’s not a girl’s name.


Christians throughout the world celebrate Good Friday and Easter Sunday. We believe that on Good Friday is the day Jesus Christ died on the cross and on the 3rd day rose again, which we call Easter Sunday.

You know what the funny thing is? Each year, whenever it’s Good Friday, the weather will eventually rain. Serious! It has been raining for the past few years, dating back on the day He died on the cross. Don’t believe? Let’s wait for the next Good Friday and it’ll rain again. Then on Easter Sunday, the weather would be sunny.


Anyway, the youths are doing 2 performances, Lordson and I will be singing Speechless by Steven Curtis Chapman alongside Anna the pianist, Dewgem the cello-ist and Sharon and Suzanne the backup singer-ist. Priscilla will lead the 2nd performance with Esther, Anna, Alyssa, Sheryl and Eugene. The initial plan was that Sharon, Dewgem, Suzanne and I was suppose to dance as well. However, we had to drop out due to the lack of talents by the ladies space on the stage.

As for internship, I have just finished the 3rd week and I am getting really tired of work. Maybe I’m not cut out to be in the office. I guess I’m more of a field person instead. I am still figuring out what to do for career. Advertising? Production? Broadcasting? Photography? Sigh, choices and more choices yet can’t make up my mind. I’m also thinking whether I should do the twinning program or fly straight to Australia. I guess I better look at the expenses instead.

Anyway, I am still planning to do freelance photography. Anyone know of any professional photographer, whom you know that I can study under with?

Anyone want to partner with me to do freelance photography? So far, I’ve got Alicia who said she don’t mind doing it. However, I’m not very serious with the freelance work yet as I have a future to worry about along with other problems.

Tomorrow morning if you wake up, and the sun does not appear,

I will be here

If in the dark we lose sight of love, hold my hand and have no fear,

I will be here

I will be here when you feel like being quiet

When you need to speak your mind

I will listen

I will be here when the laughter turns to crying

Through the winning and losing and trying

We’ll be together

I will be here”

Gosh, I’m pretty much dying of boredom for the past 2 days. The Internet isn’t connected to the iMac and the director isn’t around so phase 2 of the project can’t be done. All I need now is sketches and few more photos and I can proceed to the hardest part of the project. Frankly speaking, since the beginning of internship, there hasn’t been much work for me to do.

“ When I look at the stars, I see someone else

When I look at the stars, I feel like myself”

I just finished reading two books for the past 2 days; Thunder in Paradise: Satan’s Last Storm by Jonathan R. Cash and Dirty Faith by Audio Adrenaline. I’ve read the 1st book like 3-4 times while the 2nd book took me more than 5 months to finish. Why? Because I’ve been so lazy to read. LoL.

I even wasted my time playing chess against iMac computer. Won 5 out of 15 at intermediate while won 0 out of 10 for professional. However I won 10 out of 10 for beginner. HAHAHA!!!

“I’m lost with words,

I don’t know what to say.

I’m so puzzled with what is going on.

How can I be happy?

How can I be glad?

When I have to carry the burdens on my back.”

Sigh, I have yet to register my prepaid line with Hotlink. Why can’t they set up the system online instead of having us to go to their center to register? It’s sad enough that the petrol prices has hiked up to the point where blood oozes out of my system, now they expect us to go to centers to register, sad case man.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

From a distance

Something I wrote while trying to get rid of my boredom at work today

He lay upon his bed, staring blankly at the ceiling,
Behold a tear flows from his eye.
Thoughts of the past races through his mind,
Oh how painful the past is.
The burdens, which he now carries is unbearable.
He breaks down in tears, finding comfort in his sleep.
Oh how he could forever stay in the dream,
Where everything was perfect, where he felt happy, overjoyed.
He wakes up each day, fearing for what might happen.
Like a zombie, he goes about his daily routine- cold, lifeless, emotionless.
He’d hope that the worst is now history.
But the hope seemed so far away as he struggles with another obstacle.
“Will it ever end?” he asks.
“Will it ever cease?” he thought.
Oh, how he wish for a person; a friend, be it him or her,
He cries for that friend who was never there.
He feels he’s on a highway, a highway, which leads him to nowhere but anguish, sadness, pain, suffering.
He thought about that perfect dream again
“Let me forever live in that dream,” he shouts!
Oh, what unbearable pain
Never will he be the same again.


Will it ever end?


I decided not to pay the penalty but only the subject. Why bother to feed those vampires our parents blood and sweat?


Wednesday, April 12, 2006

God isn't here

I feel like everything just goes wrong
I feel like problems after another arises
I feel like having so much burden
I feel like your family problems just increases
I feel like laying down on the bed and do nothing but cry
I feel like being alone
I feel like dieing
I feel like my life's in so much mess
I feel like there's no joy in my life
I feel like God is playing with my life

Where is God when I need Him?
Where is God when my family is having all sorts of problems?
Where is God when she had cancer?
Where is God NOW when she has to undergo all these treatments?
Where is God NOW when she has to carry such contraption for life?
Where is God NOW when I cry out to Him?
Where? Where? Where?
TELL ME WHERE!?!!??!?!

Is He even listening?
Is He even near?
Is He ignoring me?
Is He there?
Does He hate me so much to do such things?

[Edit]

Remember KDU college?
I don't care if the cops come
Sue me for defamation... I really hate the way you guys run the show...
they penalized me RM50 for not paying fees on time.
Hello!? I was working!??! UNDER YOUR BLOODY COLLEGE INTERNSHIP ?!?!
I DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO PAY!?!?!
I really hate those vampires...

Monday, April 10, 2006

Before and After

Before ...



and after.



I was shifted to a new cubicle as a new staff took my previous cubicle...

however, i prefer the old one than the new... LOL

Saturday, April 08, 2006

I have to pay to work!?!?!

MARCH 2004 Intake
(RM1025 X 1 Subject) + RM200 Resource + RM100 Exam = RM1325.00

[previous post has been deleted]


The fact is I have no choice but to pay the fees...


vampires.....

Friday, April 07, 2006

a whole new meaning to the word SAD


Ben, you are one lucky dude.... The chances of me taking pictures with those people are 0 to none.. LOL haha

Thursday, April 06, 2006

A friend who throws you away is not a friend but an enemy





What can I say? iMac is just too cool!

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Another wonders of iMac

2nd week of internship..=)

Got even more familiar with iMac....








What do you think??

Monday, April 03, 2006

Dark Age Fables

The paragraph above has nothing to do with the title. I think somehow I could have guessed who have been childish enough to be polluting my blog with unnecessary stuff. I was once "them" and when I got out of it during my "dark age", I was showered with words which I could not accept anymore. I decided to be strong and kept away from things which would, I guess, to the death of my soul. To be truthful, it was painful to do so but it was even more painful I didn't have. In short, I wished to be forgotten - but I guess, I'm not. Perhaps I am, perhaps my actions (childish, as I was before) are judged as retardness but I have no regrets. I am better off the way I am now, without having to linger around the thoughts which was haunting me during that very dark age period of mine. Each human are given choices and I have chosen to do so and I wish that my decision can be respected and my words say "Go on with your life as I have" for there's no point trying to reason things now, when everything's already changed.

Questions like "Do we mean nothing to you anymore ?", "Why are we ignored ?" and "What made me do such a thing ?" are no longer needed to be questioned anymore, for answers will never bring a change. With history, there's the existence of whom I would call who I am today. History makes me up and each detail that has to do with it, means something to me no matter good or bad, in my eyes. Things will never be the same and never will I turn back to something which I had chosen to let go. Moved forward is what I am right now and cannot stand lying to myself anymore. I know my actions did eventually involved individuals which does not have anything to do directly to my problems but the betrayal I felt could pushed me to a verge I could not contain anymore which brings me to a point of time where I said, "Enough" and reseted myself and my eyes set to the front - never to be repeated in my daily endeavors of my life.

Being unreasonable, being able to clean up my situation just like that takes much more courage than what some may think. Let's say I have a friend who understood my doubts on unquestionable faith, my pain - encouraged when I was down. One good friend's good enough, time and chance brought the one to me - to whom only I was willingly to share, for it hurts to tell another soul. Being reminded even now triggers a pain that will hit me down, but being how I am right now, I've found my ways to hinder all the trials, putting myself together in my own ways. Life's only once, even if it's not, I will live like there's only once and to live this precious life to the way I want it to be is on my top priority. If I could choose a life that will bring happiness to me, why should I stay in a situation which would only give me pain and misery. Over with the dark-age period, heading onwards with my definition of Renaissance.

So, individuals with ability to encode this fable of mine who will find reality in it, leave the past as it is. Live the fun and great moments as it is - for reasonings right now will even spoil the best memories that we once used to have and I see no repeatition, no hope for those things to happen anymore again. Why give up, why not give it a chance, why be so stubborn - again, my answer : No reasonings and let's all walk our life and I am a living soul, chasing the ideal image I have for myself. Being childish, stalled in an area where no solutions can be found will bring no results. If you treat me as what you think I am still am which I am no more, grow up boldly and be yourself, have courage in taking steps, drastic and radical even to pursue your own definition of a good life. Throw me away, flush me down the drain if I stick to your mind, puzzling you even more right now as you read this. For truly, it would be the most ideal step of all right now. God bless you for He has been good to me.

By Andrew Soh
http://www.endoru.blog-city.com/coded_dark_age_fables.htm


I have posted this in hopes that those who have had a part in this would read it.To those Involved, I hope this could make you all fully or understand more on why such things has to happen. However I admit that I have not the ability to encode this fable.


On another matter, I took this picture from Lordson's blog and decided to mess around with it with the iMac.


Here's how it was like before edited...





After some minor adjudstments...



This however was done in like few minutes so i hadn't the time to properly adjust it =)

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Blogthings- When you are so damn bored

Why on earth would people have the time to create such things. However, it's kinda hilarious though....

So I thought I give it a try...

I wanted to know which simpson I was

You Are Bart Simpson

Very misunderstood, most people just dismiss you as "trouble."

Little do they know that you're wise and well accomplished beyond your years.

You will be remembered for: starring in your own TV show and saving the town from a comet

Your life philosophy: "I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again!"

Niceeee...


Then I proceed with my new superhero Name


Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Ambush Glory
Your Superpower is X-Ray Vision
Your Weakness is Ants
Your Weapon is Your Terra Darts
Your Mode of Transportation is Scooter

Evil doers beware for there is a new hero in town. The Ambush GlorY!

Gosh, this was getting so much fun I went on with few more names of my own...

Your Japanese Name Is...

Shun Shijo
What's your Japanese Name?

Ah Hai! Watashi wa Shun Shijo san....



Your Hawaiian Name is:

Kane Keona
What's your Hawaiian Name?

Aloha, Kane Keona is my naMe!


Damn I am so addicted to these, I gotta try a few more....


What is my seductive style?




Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover



You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.

And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.

You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.

It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.



Now I know my seductive style...mwahahaha

I can't believe I suppose to major in that....

Your Scholastic Strength Is Inspiring Others

You are great at developing a vision, and getting others to adopt your way of thinking.
You are talented at leading, balancing tasks, and helping people work together.

You should major in:

Counseling
Environmental studies
Law
Social work
Political science
Nursing


hell no.....

My birthday, remember to give me something that is green..haha

Your Birth Month is May

Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.
You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.

Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.

Your gemstone: Emerald

Your flower: Lily of the Valley

Your colors: Yellow, red, and green



Lastly, the ultimate question for this 2 months

Should I quit my job?!??

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 20%

Sure, no job is perfect - but yours is pretty close.
You're resepcted by your co-workers and boss.
Plus, you usually get credit for your succcesses.
Don't quit, unless you know you've got something better lined up.


Guess I should not.... I'm such a ass kisser.. =)

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Dedicated to Paul Tan

Dear Paul,

"I am the God , that healeth thee, I am the God your healer.
I sent My word, and healed your disease, I am the God your healer"


As you lie silently asleep on the hospital bed, I pray that God will heal you.
Know that Jesus is right beside you as a matter of fact, He will heal you.
When you walk again, use that experience as a living testimoney to those who needs to be saved.

I pray that whatever satan is up to in his evil plan, God will turn it into something glorious, something wonderful. satan has no stand in this place, for you are being protected by the most powerful security- Jesus.

Have a speedy recovery and we hope to hear from you again =)


To those who knows Paul and wishes to be updated regularly, please proceed to this blog.

Unwanted Pest... You refering to us?

Well, I have no idea why suddenly all this thoughts came to my mind. I'm sure most of you remember a certain individual by the name Andrew Soh Chih Jen.

Well this guy left Malaysia 6 years ago for Japan to study. Study what don't ask me, go ask him.

here's a direct link anyway:- Click here

Unwanted pests in life *in my heart, arrows of offensive words are heading to "you"

I am no perfect Christian (I dare those who say they are) and I do not plan to be so. I rather forget than to forgive. Call it hiprocracy, call it a sin, call it misusing religious belief, I do not mind. Why forgive another human when you do not need them in your life at all or should I say "you do not need them anymore"? As long as I do not do anything to them, that is well good enough for me. Who needs lousy sleepless nights ? Who needs to worry about something which is not fruitful ? Why choose to suffer when you can have joy ? If joy means cutting of meaningless relationships, I would give that a chance to have peace in my heart. Same as war. How you expect a person who got bullied to forgive the one bullying them ? So what do people (in this case, the one being bullied) do then, kill more (in this case killing the bastards who are bullying them)? Please, they know much better than us. Then what? Forgive ? Neh ... to be more precise, it is to forget and move on. No hard feelings though, I don't need some non-valuable people in my life. People, as in ex-friends, which is far worse than a stranger. For those who can prove the existence of God, please kindly come to me and proove it. If not, you have no rights to question what I believe. I may read the Quran, the Holy Bible, and say Buddhism chants. Would that make me a bad person ? If it does, a human you say ? Sorry, I do not know such human. Perhaps they exist but I do not want to know them (anymore). So, just leave ... please (if I need to beg)

Why people do not move on ? Why people get stuck ? The reason is simple. They spend to much time worrying petty little stuff and when they do realize it, most of the time, it is far too late to make changes. Well, we can give examples like failure in any areas, giving up dreams and hopes, losing good friends etc. But, life, there are more ahead. So just leave those good memories behind and move on. Give up for I have given up. I am far much happier and I earned my freedom which enabled me to grow and to move on. For those who really knows me, what I say was right, right ? Even it is wrong. Too bad for certain things are too late to be changed. Stop searching for reasons where you will never get and live your life to the fullest. Then, you may call yourself successful. Peace (not as in friendship, but as in no war. Hatred cannot be avoided yet things can be controlled) !

posted Wednesday, 30 June 2004



Yes, this was posted 2 years back but it still disturbs me. Is he refering to the youths? is he refering to me as well?
Gosh, until now i still wonder, what the flook did we do to make him write such shits... I have sent him a comment asking for an explanation.

The least you could do is give me an explanation, i'm not asking you shits, jsut one damn explanation.



On another matter, 1 week as gone since I started internship. Next week will be quite busy, lots of photos to shoot, even lots more to edit. Argh!